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You wake up in the morning and feel like it is a bright new day, then you clamber out of your bed and feel good. This feeling of goodness lasts till you get to the office and then suddenly vanishes.
You are walking in the desert and its really hot, till you feel you can't even hear anything anymore. All you hear, feel, think, is silence. Nothing else.. you know, somewhere in the back of your head, subconciously that you were not alone, there was someone trailing you. Someone tagging along, or maybe you were tagging along with them, but they slowed down, cause they should have and so should have you.
It's a totally new place, in life as well as geographically, but you were over eager and you overran the guide, the life, the chances. You were not only way before time, but got there so early, so eager, that by the time opportunity came by, you were bored and you had left. Sucked in by the quicksand. The guide avoided it, because he or she slowed down. You were in a hurry to get there, and you lost.
I am not one to say that haste makes waste, but looking skywards while walking on the ground never works. Sooner or later you are bound to trip, and it hurts the most whence you do and realise that everybody was watching you. Is it that everybody is watching you? or is it that fools tend to get more of people's attention.
There is a sickening in your gutt followed by tightening of the muscles, spasms...bile rises up. You damn well know are sick. But of what? Yourself? Life? Life is naught but what you have made of it uptil now. Oh sure, you had a bad period, than some good. But that is what life of an average person is. Some luck, some fortune, followed by misfortune. Cyclical movement almost follows the lunar pattern. Then why the sickness? is it desperation, realisation of the impeding meeting with the angel of death? Answers always escaping, always so near.
Maybe it is the thought, the possibility of success that keeps people going. The close proximity of the end, lurking in the shadows, in the sub concious the driving force, to which we keep our eyes and mind closed.